Hello, I’m Lollie, a self-harm addict.
I
have a pattern between increased stress which triggers my urge to self-harm.
Sometimes triggers operate silently or subconsciously. I do ok when I’m occupied
or remain calm or serene. Once something upsets me I’m off and running into
self-harm episode which leads to injury if behavior goes unchecked. I have a
whole gamut of things that lead up to what I call a self-harm attack which often
lasts for hours or until it resets upon waking the following day.
I
seem a little numbed out as to the direct effect of practicing self-harm. I recall
that even causing bleeding, the main pain sets in afterward along with depression
and increased self-neglect. Sometimes I harm self by other than physical means too.
Accident prone is another way to say I self-harm, although it mostly operates on
a subconscious level. These are merely observations on my part and need not trigger anyone. I think it is helpful to become self-aware.
And more shall be revealed…
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